Beginning of the End.....

Have you ever found yourself cornered in a 3x3 meters four-walled room? You squat in the corner with your head bowed down, praying and cursing, hoping and feeling dejected, all at the same time. Desperately hoping to find a way out!!!

Then you realize the damned walls converging on you in a menacingly slow pace. You think to yourself "Do I really deserve this? Just when I thought my suffering was coming to an end, seems like something in me is still left to be sapped out. Fate is not yet finished with me."

One by one, the memories of a happy time not so long back in the past, flash through your tired mind. And you sulk as you recollect every happy moment, regretting that you could have relished them a bit more."If only there was a way I could go back to those times. I could have made the most of it. Could not have taken things for granted or could have told the friend I hurt that I was sorry or spent some more time with my girlfriend on her birthday and bought her the pink shoes she always wanted or taken my family for a vacation. "

As you get drawn back into reality, your palms sweat and a tear quietly escapes your moist eyes. "Tears?? I thought they had dried up long back." You can hear your own breath getting harder. And you sense the feeling that you are so used to now, fear!!! "Whats in store for me? Am I gonna die here?? Will I get a second chance??"

"I understand the pain of my suffering is a way for me to realize my mistakes. But, is it too late? Or am I being punished for something I havent realized yet.
I close my eyes and let my mind wander once again into asking questions. Is this all a dream? How I wish it was! For now, I am gonna breathe and hope....."

Song for a lifetime...The Wonders!!!

This song has been my favorite english old-school song for a while now!!!
If you ask me what I like the most about this one, makes me wonder too. Is it the lyrics...or is it the simple band with the guitar and the light drums?? Or is it the band members itself??
Probably, all of the above along with the movie its from, "That thing you do"!!!

So, friends...lemme know how this song feels to you...

Does this make you think the way I do!!!!
Love!

So...what am I suppossed to do here??

Its been a couple of days since I've been wondering what to write about in this space. Honestly, I still havent decided upon anything in particular. Makes me think whats the purpose that drives bloggers into writing? Is it just an addiction...or is it a platform to bring out feelings and doubts a person has??
I dont think blogs are meant to be personal diaries, either!! I mean arent people busy with their own lives these days to take interest into a blog that describes in detail about what a person's life was in office?
Interesting stuff and things that make you ponder, Ohh yeah!!! Thats the kind of blog which I wanna read!!!
Well, I am sure this is not interesting either...But what the heck!!! When life hands you a lemon, why not make a lemonade :)!!!!
Love!

Boarded!

This is my entry to the already flooding blog-world!!! Although still a puppy in this part of the e-world, already feeling at home. Wonder why though? Probably coz I have friends in this part of the world. So, look out for my growth into a DOG...Digitally Oriented Geek!!!!
Hope to pen or rather key-in more stuff sooon....I think have made a start though :)
Love!